I had a chat with her, She told me about some guy who "proposed" her and then backtracked in
jocular way i did not care too much for that because it had nothing to do with her, but during the
course of chat i told her about a banter which my friends were playing on me regarding her being
moving around with some guy from office, which although I brushed aside but it kept coming back
at me, I never wanted to be an MCP but I do confess of being one this time around. Insecurity
comes very easily to a man it seems.I always knew that i am bad at expressing emotions but
this time around i was helpless since they almost drowned me.
i wish i was stronger :(